I stopped working for a week now and I feel trapped.  Its been snowing as well.  I feel so trapped at home, my parents would't let me go out.  Reasons... because of the slippery road.  i can't bus or drive.  its driving me crazy.  i can't wait till this child comes out so i can do my things.  how do other women do it?? any suggestions?  i still have a month to go, but it feels like years. i'm trying to keep myself busy, so that time could go by fast, by there only so much i can do.  i have most of the stuff ready for the baby.

Is having a kid before getting married a big thing?? To me, its not, but to my parnets it is.  Everyone are pressuring me to get married before the baby is here or at least sign the paper, but I don't want too.  I want to wait till everything are settle first.  Is signing that paper gonna to make a difference in my life?? I really dunno, i thought I was over the hard part, but this is worst.  Especial, i have asian parents I guess.  I wonder whats next???